the weight

i loved your stretch marks
just above the crease of your thigh meets belly
pastel beige on tan
soft supple skin
i nibbled your earlobes
delighting in sucking air
through your empty piercings
you laughed and told me to stop
though it was always the first thing i did
you smiled and picked the strawberries off my back
put your popsicle toes between my nicely warm knees
woke me gently, but insistently, at 3 a.m.
that was then
something, now, I do not know
unfulfilled
we’re no good anymore
each for each
if i am not what you want
then leave me now
let me not shrivel you
it’s such a waste
i will miss you some
i dream of some soul that wants me
i am tired unto death
of living the life of your disapproval
if, every day, i am not enough,
why do you cling
and what do you think will happen
if you stay?
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Lee Dunn has been writing since the age of 18, but found that work got in the way for the ensuing 48 years. In his home town of Toronto, Ontario, Canada, he reveled in his independence at an early age, and spent as much time as he could exploring the city’s Arts scene. He was introduced to poetry and prose by the works of two literary giants, namely J.R.R. Tolkien and J.W. Lennon and thence fell in love with the written word. His work includes poetry, short fiction, and personal essays, and ranges in theme from the surreal to the horrific, nostalgic, and themes on the human condition. He has been published on Spillwords.com, The Dark Poets Club, Journal of Undiscovered Poets, Crepe & Penn Literary magazine, and the Shelburne Free Press.
The two opposites of a married life – you’ve penned it so well. Some phrases, like posicle toes, and if everyday I’m not enough, are going to stay with me for a long long time.
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The undulations of life. The older we get the more they accentuate.
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The first half of this is so beautiful, sensual. The 2nd half so sad…
Wonderfully penned.
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